31 weeks

This pic does not do justice to how huge I feel. I am so ready to meet this little guy I can hardly stand it.

I think he is getting pretty anxious too, I went to the Dr. last week and had a ultrasound and discovered that baby is measuring 9 DAYS bigger so if I went to term I could have a 9 POUNDER are you freaking kidding me?!! Well after that awesome news (sense my sarcasm) I met with the doctor, unfortunately Dr. Horsley was in surgeries so I met with another Doctor who said the option of changing my due date would need to be discussed with Horsley (fine whatever) anyway I told her about the AWFUL braxton hicks I have been having and I mean AWFUL they are more than uncomfortable I can deal with that. She did an exam and found out that I have started dilating its not much but I am (or was) 30% effaced and a 1+ nothing to get freaked out about but something to keep an eye on. Because of my history with Teagan of going in to a appointment with NO contractions whatsoever and discovering that I was dilated to a 5 100% effaced and in active labor, I am kinda concerned. Well I am still having the intense braxton hicks so I am kinda wondering whats up with the cervix now almost 2 weeks later. I meet with the Dr, next thursday so hopefully I can survive that long.

Milestone

You don't think much of it until it happens to your little girl. Then your like WOW my baby is growing up. Olivia lost her 1st tooth and is about to lose another right next to it. Somewhere along the last 5 years my baby girl grew up and is now losing teeth, learning to ride a bike without training wheels, making her own sandwiches and so many other things that excite me and make me so proud of the sweet little girl she is growing up to me. But then there is the part of my heart that misses that little butterball baby.

Future Moviestar

Its a very small part but your looking at a future moviestar.
(pay attention to the little girl towards the end its Olivia)

Its Official

I am pregnant and can no longer keep it a secret, its very obvious I have "popped" I guess thats what happens when your on baby #3 and your stomach muscles mock you with there lack to just hold it in a little longer. So here it is my prego belly at 15 weeks. I feel quite fat and awkward and am pretty dang miserable after 9 weeks of being sick Sick SICK I think I am seeing the end of it ( I hope, man I really hope) Still have my crap days but things are getting better.

Anyway baby number 3 is due May 25th and we are very excited (and scared to death) Olivia cannot stop talking about her new sister even though we continue to try and prep her that it may be a boy. So now she has resorted to begging for a sister in her prayers. But of course we will ALL love what we get.

Snow

Its snowing, and I am curled up with my kids watching Curious George and drinking hot chocolate. This is a perfect day, and its only 8:30 am. I love a good blizzard and cannot wait to bundle myself and the kids up and get out there. WOOHOO for snow!!

Motherhood: An Eternal Partnership with God

Its nice to have a reminder now and then that the lord is aware.

Hugging my kids just a little longer

So while blogstalking today I came across this on one of my friends blogs. I was instantly hit with how blessed I truly am, for every moment and child Heavenly Father has given me to hold and guide through life!
I love my kids and after reading this womans blog, I will hold my kids just a little longer tonight read that extra story and strive to be more patient and loving with my kids.
And when I am having a bad day and my kids are driving me CRAZY I will read this again and be reminded of how blessed I really am!!

www.wearentperfect.com/2010/06/tears-for-tiny-life-lost.html